Forgot The Subject.

Oh what tangled webs we weave.
When we practice to deceive.
I know you well.
I know you well.

I have a chest cold and I hate it. I am going to say it is more because of the weather change and all. It is much less humid up here, very dry sometimes in fact. I really need to get my humidifier. My throat is sore every time I wake up, I must be sleeping with my mouth open lately. Oops. Ha ha

So yeah, Michael Jackson died. Crazy shit.

I have been playing this lately:



I really love this series of games. There is sooooo much stuff you could do. You could probably play this game every day for 6 months and still find something to do. Just like Morrowind (will always love that damn game). I had it for the computer but it is so much easier (IMO) to play on the Xbox. I it.

Slackeeeer.

Gosh I am so horrible about updating this lately. Not much has been really going on though. Normal every day stuff. And lots of Xbox360 playing.

Today/night Jay, B and I are going over to my sister Christina and her husband Alexs house to chill out, have some dinner later and drink some wine. Should be interesting. Ha ha I hope I can remember my camera to take some pictures. I definitely need some new pictures to post up!

Tomorrow it is off to the college to fill out that form that I need to fill out so we can get this ball finished with it's rolling. I am seriously second guessing what I signed up to go for though. I really want to do it but I am not sure about the job security. And at the moment I need something that I can make a little money doing and not struggle to find a job. We shall see I guess.

We are here.

Well I just wanted to make a quick post to say that we have made it to New York. So far, so good. We have just been relaxing for the most part, trying to get things organized and situated. And my birthday is tomorrow.

So I will be going sometime next week to go to the school and fill out that form. Apply for medicaid for the kid. I need to go to his school and find out what I need to do to get him registered AND.. I need to get up with the autism place up here to see if I can get him evaluated since we didn't get to do the TEACCH thing because of the waiting list for them in NC.

So hopefully I can start to get some things done. Also at some point I have to start looking for at least a part time job. But I have to wait and see what the school situation is going to be first.

Crack In A Can.

I absolutely love this stuff. Any other kind of energy drink, I just cannot do. But this one I can for some reason. I just love this stuff. I call it crack in a can because well, when I drink it I sort of act like a crackhead or speed freak or something. Ha ha I am all over the place, talking way too much and trying to do everything at once!

I also just saw that they have it in coffee flavors now as well. Might have to try one of those, though I don't like the other normal Full Throttle flavors. Or any of the other coffee/energy drinks with the exception of the Starbucks ones, I really dig those! So maybe some day if I come across one I can try it. The Monster coffee one tasted like vomit in a can though.

TiLT.

I know this is done on Tuesday by some and Thursday by others. So here is my Things I Love Thursday (though I did it on Tuesday last time).

1. Sleep. Deep deep sleep. So deep that you don't hear the phone ring or you don't mind that your son is repeatedly rolling over and slapping you in the face all night. Ha ha

2. My new stand fan with remote control (I only paid $20 for mine on sale). Will come in very handy in New York where my parents do not have central air. A lot of the older houses up there do not have central air.

3. Dexter. I just really love this show. Though on season 2 I hate this Lila bitch so much, ha ha. If I were Deb or Rita I would have had to choke the bitch.

4. Vanilla hazelnut tea. I got this from the local grocery store the other day. It is so so damn good! I was kind of hesitant about it but once I made it and put a little equal and a tad bit of milk in there, heaven! I am sure it would taste great with some french vanilla creamer as well.

So there ya have it.

Medicaaaation.

Yesterday I went to my doctor. And I am back on Celexa (Citalopram). She wrote me 2 prescrips and both were 90 day supplies. So that is 6 months that I won't have to worry about it anyways. Enough time to hopefully get some form of insurance, even if it is medicaid and find a new doctor up in New York. I took the first pill right after I ate lunch yesterday. It made me so tired. When I got home at around 1230PM I fell asleep until 2 when I had to go get B from school. Then when we got back I got him his after school snack and sat on the bed and fell asleep again. Then got up and made some semblance of dinner and was back in bed by like 10PM. It was very odd. I do not ever remember it making me that sleepy before. But I know you run that risk until your body gets used to it, which usually takes about 2 weeks. So from now on I plan on waiting to take it until right before bed. I asked for the lowest mg dose that they offered of this medication. Since I have no depression, just stress and anxiety, I asked her for the lowest dose. Just to help me take the edge off for a while until I can get everything squared away and then maybe be able to stop taking it. Only time will tell I guess.

I still have a ton of packing to do. I am trying to only take the things we will really need. Like clothes, books, toys, etc.. Most of my stuff will end up staying in the boxes in the basement anyways. I am trying to go through everything and get rid of what I do not want/need to take with me. But with the whole insomnia thing, I get nothing done because any free time I have lately I feel like I just want to nap because I can't sleep worth a crap at night. Ugh! Vicious damn cycle over and over. I did get some decent sleep last night though and managed to go through and seperate my important papers that I will need from his and all that jazz. But my weekend is going to be crazy busy with going through things, packing, throwing stuff out, donating things and the like. Fun fun! Ha ha

Aww. Puppies.

OK since most of my posts have been introspective or negative as of late, I thought I would just throw up a quick pic to hopefully make everyone smile!



Aw a Jack Russell pup! One day I will own one of these guys. I am a glutton for punishment, what can I say? I have heard they are crazy hyper but look at that face! I just want to snuggle it. Ha ha